Sorry for my absence but Mio has been really ill for some days with 40 degrees fever so thats what I´ve been focusing on these days. He´s better today though so really hope its on the way back now=)
Mio has always had problems sleeping and these 3 years he´s only been sleeping 3 nights the whole night through. Horrible for us and for him so now we´ve been to the doctor to check his ears, throat and nose since he can't breathe through his mouth and so on. And the doctor decided he needs a surgery very soon to take away the adenoid in the nose, his tonsils and place tubes in his ears. He said this usually make the children sleep all night but of course we can't now until its done.
I can say I am afraid of having my little one undergo surgery cause there´s always a risk with surgeries but at the same time it must be horrible for him to not be able to breathe properly and sleep as many hours as he need.
Will post more about this when its closing in on the date and so on.
Some days when I feel my energy is low and things might go a bit against my desires and those thoughts of disbelief and negativity can start to try and pop up, I go to the church and sit there and ground myself. Its a comfort for me to go there and I can feel when I leave how my stress has left me, how my negative voice inside stops and how I can turn the negative event into a positive event instead.
And my church, Mariakyrkan, is the most beautiful one where I have gotten married, baptized my two smallest boys and been singing a lot of awesome gospel concerts and weddings=)
Yesterday morning I took a walk by the ocean in the morning, getting energy and feeling how I love to live on this Earth. I feel privileged to live here, to be able to see such wonderful sceneries and have such amazing environment just around the corner from where we live.
LOVE and thank GOD for letting me walk this Earth- grateful!
So a little update on my journey to eat better, exercise hard and loose some weight.
I use an app called LIFESUM and I love it! It´s really super for a person like me who eat so little and need to write down everything I exercise and eat to get enough calories. And its hard for me to eat all the calories but at least I eat the calories I really NEED to eat and it has given results already.
Not only in that I´ve lost kilos- cause thats not the most important thing - but that I have lots of energy now, I am not totally tired all the time, I am happier, I feel more positive, I don't loose as much hair anymore and I feel LIFE IS DAMN GOOD=)
So if you, like me, need to keep track of yourself and your eating I really recommend this app!
Search for LIFESUM in the app store!
In two weeks I´ve lost 1,2 kilos and its the perfect "speed" cause losing weight should take time if you want to keep the results and I also know I gain muscles=)
I love this blue leopard blouse I got years ago. This is what I love when it comes to my clothes, some items are just favorites that work every single year and I never want to get rid of them. I sell lots of my clothes but I have stuff I´ll never get rid off and this blouse is such a thing=)
Since a trend now is to turn the blouse backwards I did that and it works but the arm puffs that are built in made it a bit less cool so I´ll try this trend with another kind of blouse too. I really love open backs and buttons and bows and details in the back of a top/blouse so who can't love this trend?
Ok, so I tried a new trend again and this is the trend with sequin pants under a pair of jeans and well, it was cool and such but I believe u need to have a pair of jeans that are much shorter, like knee length or just below to make the sequins shine brighter=)
Otherwise it was actually comfy and warm to have them underneath so perfect now for winter temperatures=) And its also in fashion now with a bow in front of your top so I am happy I save stuff from last season and this top fit right in=) Re-use and SAVE stuff that u like cause it all just go round and round in fashion and clothes.